Jobs and Jealousy

Well the Calltech interview was today. It was kinda weird. Most interviews are longer that this. I mean two questions: "What skills do you think that you have that will enable you do the job?" and "How would you deal with a really mad customer?' Oh yeah and there was the Do you have any customer service experience?" question. No question an answer time about benefits, what's expected of me, etc. It's kinda scary excepting a new job because I'm comfortable at Chick-Fil-A. I hope this is God's will (although I know what Aaron would say). I'm jealous of Matt again. First, he won an Xbox 360 and now he is having to think about going back to school because Andre Rogers looked him straight in the face and told him to stop looking for work and go to seminary. I wish I had an idea of what I was suppose to do with my life. I kinda do. I want to go back to school but as Andre said there are guys who graduate college go get a job saying "I wanna go back to school" A year or two later they've got a wife and are still saying "I wanna go back to school" And again two years later with a kid and one on the way, "I wanna go back to school." I still feel that I need to regain or readjust my focus on Chirst. Lately I've been selfish and been giving into temptations that I know I shouldn't. I know God is good and that I have already been forgiven; I just wish following Christ and dying to self was easier. Oh well, back to the narrow road. I'm looking at possibly trying to keep my job at Chick-Fil-A while going through the training classes at Calltech but I don't know if that is the thing to do. I would mean not going to Bible study for three weeks and getting little sleep. Well, it's about time to depart for Bible study, and I'm spent. May Christ live and may I die.
~DVM